just like yesterday, i was thinking of you
the day before yesterday i was still not over you...
days and months have passed.
seven to be exact.
the pain & confusedness is still there, here.
the minute i seen our memories my heart yelled, STOP.
stop thinking he's here, because he's not.
stop thinking of him and of everything that's not.
i want to erase your name, your face, your memory
every little thing i do, it's a memory.
my heart rips apart when i hear your name
i've tried too hard to forget that name.
these past months I've tried SO hard to get over everything.
i (can't move on).
i want to yell at you,
scream at your face and tell you how much
i miss being next to you.
they say things happen for a reason,
but i still can't figure out our reason.
my life just isn't the same...
i can't breathe i want to live, but i just can't live.
remember the time, when i said i was afraid of falling in love...
i wasn't wrong, the hardest goodbye is the one i'm still at.
only in those pictures,
i see your face, my stomach goes weak,
my eyes want to cry, my soul wants to dry.
i wish i had a time machine to tell you how much you really meant to me.
to tell you how much i really appreciated you.
i can't seem to find a way to LOVE again.
i want to LOVE again, i want to have a summer LOVE again.
i miss you so dam much.
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