Blog Post Number 9, My Lovely Dreams.

i realized i have so many dreams,

one of them is becoming famous,

being happy and being stable.

then there's the dreams that i have a night,

some dreams that i remember some that i do not.

before i go to sleep i think about the same person,

the person i met, the beginning of summer twenty ten.

the memory of those kisses still hunt me,

reach my soul,  my careless body.

something impossible to ignore.

sometimes i wonder if you think of me too...

is like nothing ever hurt me.

your fist never strike me, your love never got me.

when me&you started, i had high hopes,

your hope of staying with you forever, blurred everything on my way.

nice, here i go writing about your selfish self.

weird but true some of my dreams come true, i wish my prince charming was one of them...

can i get a real dream come true?

last night i tried running away, from who.

from you again, i want to get you out of my mind, you don't belong there.

for once in my lifetime, i had the dream that i couldn't wake up from.

horrible scene, but more horrible the way i couldn't awaken myself from it.

all i want is sleep, because then, that's where i can see my future, my perfect life.

nothing is perfect i must admit...

let's run in my lovely dreams, just like you ran through life wondering why you found me.

love me.

Blog Post Number 8, talk, talk, talk.

Father tells me, wait, just wait,

Is it okay to wait?

i sit, but i'm tired of sitting,

i walk but my legs don't talk.

remember when i was happy...

it wasn't long ago, and slowly, slowly, i came down.

"get me outta' here!" that's what goes on in my this mind.

"i need to do something", another thing that goes and comes in mind.

teens are at school following the american government.

stupid financial aid, and your stupid [power].

nothing,

i wait, and wait, and wait.

nothing so far, trying to get employed is harder than

getting killed the next morning by the toughest mob out there.

harder than hard, i hate this hard life.

i think of ideas, but my ideas are lost, they need to come back.

i need this GOD, the so called god that takes care of people.

do me a favor and do something different?

for the past 6 months i've been in the same place.

getting exhausted now, i think i wanna run, run, run.

i cannot run i have to walk, again, learn how to walk.

if only life was easier in my spot, the spot i'm currently at.

today, tomorrow, and yesterday, i think of you.

my better future.

when would you come?

would you come?

talk, Let's talk, i need to talk.

Blog Post Number 7, This Week.

I haven't write in here for this whole week, damn.
I promised myself i would keep writing 'till my depature.
Anyways, highlights of this week.
#1 I was featured fan of the week at the ROBOT PANDA, Awesome ^_^http://therobotpanda.com/forum/topics/fan-of-the-week
You can create your own profile and be seen by millions of people all over the world!
The website is great for models, musicians, artists etc etc.
#2 I been chidlsitting, getting a little extra cash and trying to look for a job.
#3 I watched the movie "The Social Network" Great Movie, A Must See! :)
#4 I recently got into gaming, ha Black OPS all the way, [barely learning] bahaha.
#5 I must admit i love make-up, i bought the foundation renew&lift or something like that in lightbeige,
mostly all my products are RIMMEL, you gotta love thee brand, it works great with me ;)
#6 The past weekend i partied with one of my friends back from high school, Ms. Liset AKA Klever. And her friend who's real cool as well, Named Cendy. Gotta love them! :)
#7 Today i went to look for a job, everything is dead, seriously especially for me :/
#8 Hope tomorrow goes good and i earn some money, that i spent today at F21.
I love Forever 21, its my best damn store. :)
Okay that's it for this week.
xoxoxo
-Jess.

Blog Post Numbero, 6. Spanish, My language.

You,
who taught me how to stand on my own two feet,
my small self to sleep,
dried myself from fear.
Te quiero,
como el agua al mar,
la brisa y la sal.
The best things in life are free,
must i set my self free?
another minute i need,
for you to see, that i belong here.
my mother, the woman i love,
can't take your love,
she has her own,
the soul of four.
Mi familia es sagrada,
nada me agrada,
porque nada es como el agua.
the best thing on earth
knowing  the two languages,
learn three, four, five...
Esta Bien.
Que bien!
me hace bien. <3

Blog Post Number 5, The New Year.

the weekend is over, a new year is here.

what would it bring?

hope its something good.

i am job-less.

care-less.

pain-less.

i felt good this weekend, i spent it at my cousins like all the past holidays.

it was nice, we gathered with our 12 grapes, oops i just remembered eating the grapes without wishing my 12 wishes. 

anyways, instead of texting my friends Happy New Year, i texted Happy Birthday to Rocky (my friend) LOL.

glad 2010 is over, it was good then bad then good again.

hope this year would be the year of change and full happiness.

Happy New Year to everyone. <3